Visitation with my girls dad got messed up a bit, which I bet I won’t hear the end of soon. Oldest had to see the doctor; her first stuffy’s ribbon broke off, cue complete utter world shattering meltdown. Then her prescription was not and won’t be available at any pharmacy. Youngest had to be taken by the grandparents to see dad.
I was exhausted, but I got to have an hour nap while the oldest slept and my dad watched my youngest. I’m grateful, constantly, every day for them. They waited 2 hours at the visitation center for my youngest, and then got home and let me nap for a little to recover. Woke up still exhausted but braced myself for being a mom. It’s been a really hard day. But again, I am grateful I still get to experience this. Because some people don’t. The good and the bad, I’ll take it over not having this. I hope I get some sleep and my oldest goes to school tomorrow, so I can at least have a little break before a work meeting and then therapy for my youngest. This is gonna be a long week. But I’m here no matter what. <3