Really need to find someone willing to help be a

Really need to find someone willing to help be a remote sponsor. Preferably with an iPhone. Just haven’t found anyone in my home group that rly seems to be the person for me. I did 3 steps tho but feel I shouldn’t continue without a real sponsor. The one I chose originally I love dearly but worry my situation is hurting her or will cause more emotional pain to her. I’d love someone whose gone through CPS and losing their children over alcohol if possible. Add me and message me.