Really struggling.
I can't say I want a drink, because i remember too well how I feel the next day (a literal panic attack for the entire time awake, barely able to move, you'd think thats what would have stopped me from drinking)
But, im feeling utterly defeated in life.
When will i stop making mistakes?
I know the answer is never, but you would think i would have learned to trust my gut by now.
Why did i break off the safe, fun, content relationship for the sweep me off my feet, never experienced anything like that before one?
Now both have ended and i am so regretful.
It's like when i first quit drinking, i couldn't stop thinking about drinking. I wanted to, i craved it.
And now i crave not being alone. I dont want to live my life alone.
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You don’t have to you have God
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You didn't do anything wrong. Everyone makes mistakes, we all make mistakes , we just learn from them.
You're lucky to have experienced those relationships. But they weren't forever, so they didn't last .
Don't be so hard on yourself. You don't need anyone else, and you will find someone again, just like you did before.
You're doing good staying sober. Be proud of that.
And things will get better.
Just be kind to yourself and learn to love yourself.
You're gonna be alright.
Lots of people are alone
Added yo as a friend. Dm me
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I added you as a friend as well. You’re not alone. This too shall pass 