Really struggling right now with my depression. This is the first holidays in 9 years I’m alone. I miss my son who passed away 6 years ago. I miss my best friend because she always got me through these times. Now she’s not even talking to me. I’m fighting the urge to drink so bad right now. I know this shall pass. Hopefully soon so I can sleep. I really want to get high right now to numb my pain but I have to learn to cope with it without using. Anyone else having a hard time right now feel free to message me it helps me talking about it
Holidays are rough! I hope your sleeping right now ! Im missing my son , I haven’t seen him in almost a year , he’s using ! I miss him dearly!
Thanks I was sleeping at that moment. Today was a better day. The guys I’m with here at the inpatient that I’m in really made my day. Although I’m very sore me and a few guys played basketball and laughed for 4 hours. Then I sat with my 2 roommates and watched movies and laughed some more.
Hopefully your son gets help and you can feel a little more at ease. I know my mother can sleep at night knowing I’m safe right now
That’s awesome, sorry for the late reply, my daughter had surgery last week
Thank you 