Man i thought withdrawals were the hard part. But PAWS is kicking my but Im 2 month's sober from a 10 year kratom habit, and almost 1 year of using 07-H( kratom on steroids). I feel like im never going to feel normal again. The depression and anxiety are unreal. Im back in the gym everyday 
. But its like a fight for my life everyday i open my eyes. This is hard af. I feel like i need a mentor or sponsor. But everything is about money. Even this app. Im a father who supports my wife and daughter on my income alone. I just feel so overwhelmed always. I just want to feel normal for 5 minutes.
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Sponsors are free get out of the gym and take yourself to a meeting everyday. Give recovery the same or more attention than you give the gym. Join a group that’s where you’ll find a sponsor work your program.
Your priority should be recovery
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Yep. Change it up. If what tour doing now isnt helping you feel better. Try something new.
When your sick. The doctor gives you an antibiotic to take for 2 weeks. So try a meeting every day for 2 weeks. Id suggest more. But start with small steps.
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They also have zoom meetings available for free that are 24/7 they were helpful for me an the sponsor is free. You gotta pray for the courage to come out your shell it will all happen. I can't promise it will be back to normal yet it will be the way it's supposed to. God willing.amen. I wish you peace and happiness
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Steve, this will pass! Stay the course. The good news is that you never have to feel like this again once you get passed this.
And remember this misery the next time you wanna fix. It’ll bring you right back and further down the rabbit hole.
I sponsor for serious people. I’ll friend request you now.
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