ESPECIALLY YOUR TENTH GO ROUND (Yes... Ten!). Today I truly realized that it's nobody else's fault but mine. When I want to be mad at my parents, I end up realizing I'm actually mad at myself. If I hadn't relapsed, I wouldn't have been starting my life all over again. And it truly pisses me off to my core!! I went to a meeting and shared and just cried my eyes out and now that's my new home group lol... I feel better. But I'm still scared, mad and everything but I know it'll pass
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Stay plugged in be of service. Get a commitment at your home group get a sponsor call her every day. Work the steps you can do this just stay sober for 24 hours get in touch with your higher power! Mine is Jesus Christ I talk to him daily sometimes on a minute to minute basis . you can do this you can’t fix yesterday you only got today we get a 24 hour reprieve that’s it so put the past in the past. I’ll be praying for you. God bless you.
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I actually have two home groups, a loving sponsor, and it's my requirement to call her daily lol and I am rebuilding my relationship with my higher power whom I call God as well! It's harder this go round bc that little pink cloud didn't last like before but that's okay bc it's definitely showing me to STAY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BOAT this time 
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That’s right good for you
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Very rarely does someone’s story have “I came into recovery and never had a drink again”. Certainly not my story either lol. I have tons of regrets and fear. But I am so grateful I made it back into the halls again alive and with an opportunity to live the rest of today without a drink or a drug.
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