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Laying here in bed. At a plain thought just happened to run across my mind while I was scrolling on Facebook and it said that, be thankful for being sober today or something like that. But what I captured from it was I would rather stay sober than to have to spend a whole lot of extra money to get sober again. Sobriety is not cheap. It's a way of life. It's a way of coming back from what you so-called destroyed along your mind's cap. Because you weren't buying groceries paying bills. Putting gas in the car, paying your insurance. Supporting your children taking bomb mountain lunch. Taking that out. You weren't doing these things. You weren't getting your nails done. You wouldn't get your feet done. Your hair looked raggedy. Or you just jumped in something because it was clean because it didn't have to match because all you wanted to do was walk around and impressed the dope man with the Bunny that you. Head in your head or a hustle that calls you to have to make money. So you can make sure your habit was taking care of we lost so much of our sales trying to be or put on a persona of somewhere or something that we are not every single day I wake up and In My Head before I hit the floor. I choose to say I'm gonna be clean for this 44 hours. And if I continue to say this to myself everyday repetitiously, it will become habit. It will be what is supposed to be now. Don't get me wrong. I am a attitude recovery and I know every day is not going to be a perfect day. And I know for a fact that I would rather stay clean than I have to get clean all over again. It's just small little things that you could start to change. To see the growth in you, it's not to impress everybody around you. Is to make sure you're impressed with who you are today, make sure that you have done the job to make sure that you are happy and if somebody happens to gravitate to it. Oh well, then go head on and do it. But baby, now we don't put on for the gram long enough. For the family we are beautiful. The kids we don't get that husband we didn't get it together. Baby, that was time to do it for you. Because you are worth it because you deserve it and because you don't put out so much. It's time to bring it in and spend it in. I love you, man. And I hope and pray that this inspires someone today to even just go walk through Walmart. Or get your nails done.I'll get a trim some different stuff.Nowanone of these different strokes for different folks.But I'm down for a little bit.I love you guys.I'm still sponsoring and I'm still here for .Wanna talk
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