Hey guys I remember getting on here and explaining about resentments gratitude humility, but to. Day I realized I have really grown in my recovery and in life because a lot of things that would have sent me back or made me react or made me hold a resentment toward people, for doing things they shouldn't have done per se for me. When I told you recovery works. It works. I have been going through all kinds of things over the last 3 years of my life. You would have felt like when my grandchild died. I would've relaxed. I didn't. I cried it out. Went back to work and my co. Workers lifted me up even my boss spoke. Positive words for me. You would have thought that when I went home. And I got disrespected and hated by family friends and associates. People who were literally supposed to love me and that was supposed to be proud of me. That that wouldn't made me relax but I did it. I held strong 10 feet to the ground. And got back to Tennessee when I received more drama. More problems, more headaches. You would have thought okay. When is this girl's stand strong for why hasn't she Britten broke it yet? That's because I didn't go over there. Picking up everybody else's drama. That was trying to sweep that onto my porch. I held my head high. I got back to work grinded harder than anybody like. We know what I failed with all of the obstacles that was placed in my way where I told you I went in for my life and my recovery. My children, you would be so amazed. You're only getting parts and parts of my story. You're not getting the whole entire story. I have literally been placed in a world of torment every day because I chose not to get high. I chose to fight for me. I chose and made a decision every single day for this 24 hours. I'm gonna be clean whatever the devil throws at my way yo. I am so proud of the one in the AM right now. And I don't have a thing to my name except for the clothes on my back. But that alone would have broke so many people and they wouldn't went back and die.I've been in homeless shelters.I've been in DV shelters.I have literally been to the point where I have slept in cars or whatever I may have had to do.I've had to beg my pastures, Philip.I'll have to lose my jobs
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