I was so proud....let me say it in terms of the 6th and 7th...I was so egotistical to have had 20 months sober. I say sober because I was NOT in recovery. And with all great pride comes a great fall. Now I am back at 6 months. I do not claim the 20 anymore because it was truly a dry drunk. I went back into treatment saying show me where I messed up to my Higher Power whom I call God. And boy did He show me! My point is it happens. I only went back out for 2 months...BUT GOD...is all I can say. These 6 months have been better than those entire 20.
