The one thing that I have been constantly battling with is the fact that I don't have any idea what the next move to be made in order to make sure I love to see another day. I desperately desire a change but don't know where to begin.
I think what you’re feeling is a great sign. I’m still in getting through the day mode, but grateful I’m doing it sober. Thanks for sharing, made me think.
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I remember being in the same situation when I first started this . Sometimes I still feel this way. I’ll tell what I do. I take whatever got me through yesterday, then I add something else positive to my daily routine. After a while you’ll continually have to tweak your daily routine. Stay focused and remember positive moves create positive habits.
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Right on James! Great stuff, thanks 
Tamika, you are not alone:). Many of us felt and sometimes still do, just what you are feeling.
I had to get out of my head and routines. I went to 90 different meetings in 90 days. To find the ones I liked. I shared, even when I truly didn’t want to. I asked sober people for their number and texted, even though I didn’t want to.
I did service at the meetings. Stayed late and helped out.
Eventually I started to enjoy meetings, I made new friends, I did the steps and built a new life worth living.
I’m here if you want to talk.
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