It is still tough to comprehend how much damage and pain my addiction caused my loved ones and how it has ruined so many aspects of my life. It’s wild that while intoxicated you tell yourself that everything will work itself out. I’m ashamed, embarrassed and so regretful for everything. The positive today is that it’s been 3 months today. I’m trying hard to be a better person. I have 0 interest in drinking. However I am still catching myself doing some things that are regrettable and getting back into the professional world is not easy as drinking took priority over working blowing savings and taking full advantage of the people I love the most. Gaining trust back is so difficult
