Ive been on this sobriety journey for about 18 months and its a roller coaster of relapses now. I havent been able to put a consistent time frame for some time now. I am hopeless at this point in time and sometimes its easier to let the obsession win. I am lost at this point…… idk life without alcohol.
What program are you in? Are you leading an HONEST program? We can not do it on our own. The consistency comes from the community and fellowship of the others around you who have felt that feeling of hopelessness and panic. Get to a meeting… reach out to people, you can do this. I believe in you.
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Life gets better luckily all that we have is today if you need someone to talk to I’m here man
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Im in AA
Thank you
Thank you i appreciate the words of encouragement
I like to believe im leading an honest program. But if i keep making the mistake of taking a drink that may prove it otherwise