Life never goes as planned for me, ever.
Dealing with a lot
I just cant handle it, ive tried to get help half my life and always get let down.
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I took 24 mg of clonazepam
I can’t deal with this pain
I’m on 40mg and barely feel it , I just wanna sleep forever
Just don't give up!!
I am trying, but this mental pain out does any physical pain I endured . And daily,
It’s not a quality life to live
Try getting a therapist
I have been I can’t even get a psychiatrist. I had cancer at 11 and lost my leg, depression ptsd anxiety and no one helps me
I have. I have issues some would say I’m crazy
I got taken to hospital I took 60mg of Clonazepam
Amazing grace. My prayers to you. It is so hard. I understand. Wishing you happiness in your struggle 
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Was there 8 months ago, with a loaded pew pew in my hands. Then I heard the words like from way up, it was my sons voice, " I LOVE YOU, DADDY" . I went to a meeting 2 days later, been sober since, life is brutally hard, but if you make it out the other side, you're stronger than you ever thought possible...
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That’s good, bul shl
Been through 4
Don't ever give up I'm trying. You'll get it sometimes quickly sometimes slowly but it will always materialize if you work for it.
Don't quit. The miracle will happen. Just believe in yourself.
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Please don't give up.
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Trust me I’m trying, it’s been 15 years of struggling
Sorry to hear, I don’t have children so I cannot relate .
But this happened to one of my family friend and he put a gun in his mouth, and his kids ran inside his room unknowing, and he put it down immediately
I need to start going to meetings and finding like minded people and a sponsor I think that would really help me .
I didn’t do it because I planned to die I did it cause it got me so messed up I could live my life in peace
I am trying. I took 60mg of clonaz and went to hospital to showe them I’m serious and I need help.
The doctor discharged me that day and said “sorry I can’t help you “ and gave me a prescription for Dino eggs