Im coming off a week bender and im struggling . Idk why i even relapsed life is good
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It's a season don't look at it as a loss look at it as a learning experience through a demonic attack d... demon one a single round you will take the title ur in my prayers
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I totally understand. I can be doing so well and just get the thought that maybe this time....... Hang in there and get back to your recovery. You are worth it! 
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Me neither 13 year's sobriety . Of course it's been rough still no excuse. I'm 5 months now
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Don't beat yourself up! Our brain doesn't handle stress and just sometimes life! Please reach for help! I'm trying to do the same thing! I am only 14 days clean! I don't know why we binge! Glad you joined our group!
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Susan, you’re not alone. I was there too many times! Our addiction is powerful, cunning and baffling. I learned not to fight these battles on my own. I use my sober brothers & sisters, the AA program and I stay very aware that I’m an addict. 16+ years of continuous sobriety and grateful 
I’m here if you want to talk
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I feel same way . I don’t know what came over me . Now I’m back where I was and I hate it . But like everyone told me , we can do this Susan . We can do this .
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Don’t beat yourself up , move on figure out what triggered you ? Or maybe being bored you got this
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It's not worth it I promise u. N plus ur to pretty to b al messed up
Forgive yourself & think of it as a “data point” & mine that data. Were you hungry, angry, bored, lonely, thirsty? I encourage you to look up Annie Grace!! She can help you get rid of your false beliefs around alcohol … like thinking you NEED it … we DON’T!!! I read her books which we very enlightening!!!. I borrowed them for free from the library & her app is free too. It’s called This Naked Mind Companion app where you can find support. Her method is science based & compassion led with no judgment. Good luck!!! 
Ty so much for your support
Yes we can 
Ty
You’re very welcome