Life is difficult and so many things influence our decisions. I relapsed because of relationship issues and insecurities about myself. It practically took me out. I lost my job that I really enjoyed. And more of my self respect. I don't do drugs they do me. Tomorrow will be my new birthday. I had 4.5 years and I've used for the Last month and a half. Friends and family noticed the change of course and said I'm a much better person off of drugs. Duh!
I understand your pain, I have been sober for 6.5 years only by the grace of God. Relationship is hard in sobriety especially when we are insecure and struggle with trust issues. I made a decision 2 years ago to be single and work on healing me. It was the best decision and hardest but well worth it. I love myself today. I value myself and my sobriety to day instead of making someone else my higher power. I’m grateful you shared and keep close to the fellowship and take it one day at time. I had 14 years sober and relapsed behind a divorce. I know now to stay close to God, fellowship, my sponsor and working the steps and helping others. I will keep you in my prayer.
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Same. If you need some that’s going threw the same thing message me G and we can help each other get back up
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