With a single White Claw Surge. Enough to make me feel buzzed and very miserable. Resetting my date for Tomorrow, my 25th natal birthday.
I want to not want it anymore. It's so hard. </3
Relapse is tough. Remember those 107 days. What did they feel like? You still have those days sober. What’s one thing you can do differently this time? I find that I had to undergo a complete physic change this time around. I can say that I’m not that same person I was before sobriety because of my willingness to change and the courage to make that change. My prayers are with you. One day at a time.