relapsed and got kicked out of rehab.. 
i hate myself for it. it was a stupid decision, and i took that opportunity for granted. not for sure when ill be able to go back. thankfully im sober again, at least off everything hard. ive been smoking weed to help manage the anxiety and withdrawals. gonna try to get myself back into a rehab and do better this time. i want to get better. i want to get sober and stay sober
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I like the willingness. Keep coming back to sobriety
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Are the people around you clean? Glad you are off the hard stuff, it's dangerous to your young life. Would you be willing to go to a womens meeting and get some #s?
It can start today
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You got this this isn't a failure it's a lesson learned just jump rite back in hmu if u ever need were better together today is the day just remember qnd hold on to that feeling of when you and why you went to get help in the first place !! Much love I'll have ya in prayers
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yes the people around me are all clean, im the only addict haha but yes im willing to go
exactly what i think!
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thank you so much josh !! appreciate all the kind words and support
You got this bro. I too struggle time after time but am taking steps to help me from relapsing. If you stay focused on what needs to be done and work a program I have no doubt you can. Donβt beat yourself up to bad, just get back up and try harder.
Anytime wish you the best !! Rooting for ya .. incase nobody has told you yet today I'm proud of you ! Day 1 or day 99999 lol it's just for today !!
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When I 1st got sober I went to a womens meeting and came out with no less than 15 ph #s. The older women want to help you. Praying for you girl
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Hey how are you? just thaought I'd check in with ya hope all is well stay stoked for today and humbled to be blessed with tomorrow!!
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hey! thanks for checking in! i relapsed today unfortunately but i threw out the rest of my dope and really want to get back to being sober. but thank u so much for the support josh, it means a lot!
Jess, it's hard. It calls to you, so quietly, so tricksy. Then you take a sip. The self-hatred clubs you over the head and squeezes your heart. Why not just keep going? I'm no good anyway.
STOP talking to my friend like that! Jess, you are a good person. No matter what you've done, you are a gem, just covered with dust and grime. Don't sell yourself short; instead take the good life you deserve.
You are loved, sister. We're here for you. And, get a sponsor.
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thats the sweetest thing ive ever heard, david. thank you so much for the lovely kind words and support, it means the world to me! i love having all yalls support through this. thank you π©·
Dear heart, it does me so much good to be kind. You're helping me. 