Relapsed and I’m suddenly back where I was a month ago. 8 days in, exhausted, emotions gone haywire. And worse, I’m retaining fluid, especially in my face. Just looking at myself makes me want to refuel my system, as it were. It’s one thing when the effects are mental but when you can physically see it… it’s scary. I’m gonna do it this time. I can’t deal with seeing changes like this and hoping it’s temporary 
