Relapsed, but im okay!

(Edit: im prescribed benzos)
So I ended up relapsing after almost two weeks of sobriety, I guess I wanted to prove to myself that this continuation of using isn’t suitable for my lifestyle. Not a “casual” user or drinker, not once in a while. And I proved myself right. Didn’t spiral into psychosis (which is what made me stop last time, May 23-28), but did have a restless night and terrible comedown effect. Sweating, hot, tossing and turning all night. But I’m about 50 hours sober from meth. Extremely happy and feel like myself again today. Made a clear boundary with the guy too. That really helped me also realize if I want the life I have now I can’t do what this guy wants.
I drug tested myself and passed for the drug. (:

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Congrats on getting back to yourself quickly

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Just got to the area and to this app can’t figure out how to send a message but if you do feel free to shoot me a message. Keep it up

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Welcome back

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Hi feel free to message me whenever

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