7 months sober then caved. Back to waking up feeling like dirt, tremors, depressed. Husband doesn’t care bc he’s a drinker and likes me better when i am too. In his eyes, he can’t understand my depression bc “we have a good life! What’s there to be depressed about”. It’s all about having fun with him. 25 years married. Idk what to do. Yes! I know I need to go to AA meetings so please don’t tell me that. Im very aware. Just in a place of despair, numbness, disappointment in myself and general unhappiness. I got myself here so it’s all on me and my own poor choices.
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