Dealing with the reality of what I’ve done after being sober a while. Like a month sober. I made a mess of things. Dealt with some hard reality and I’m springing leaks and in my solitude regret weighs heavy. I can’t say sorry to anyone. It’s meaningless. I’m not going to drink. I’ll suffer and occupy a place the only thing to do is show. And remember the abyss that awaits. That the bottom is terrifying. I won’t go there!
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Your past does not define you.. your actions moving forward will be proof that you have regrets over what your addiction caused.
You are worthy of your sobriety, you are worthy of a second chance... not everyone will agree with that truth.. but that is their problem.. not yours.
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