Relief in doing another 4th Step

So I’ve been walking thru a lot of pain here recently. Asking my sponsor and my HP for guidance. 4th step just kept coming up over and over in readings and meetings. Seems I skimped on the cement.
I left stuff out of my first 4th step to soothe my ego. My ego had to be smashed, again because I don’t want to drink today.
So, I put the “take it the grave” stuff on paper and worked a 4th & 5th. “admitted to God ourselves and another human being the exact nature of our wrongs”
I have definitely received some relief. Thank God for the willingness and for Alcoholics Anonymous.

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