Today let's speak all remember. It's remembering where you came from. Who you hung around how you used to get it and how you used to not remember how the days went. And you felt like c*** because you didn't get a fix. You remember how the days went when you had your friends around? And you thought that all of you? I was having fun because everybody was into the same thing. You remember when food was not an option? It was always. How can I help someone get my next fix? Do you remember when no sleepless nights came? And the next day you would be like in such agony. Well today I don't have those fights because I chose a higher power. And I admitted that I was powerless against my addiction. I don't have to worry about how I feel when I wake up. I don't have to worry about rolling. Over grabbing my phone trying to figure out. Who was I gonna call to get a dollar? I don't have to worry about the food that I put in my stomach because now. I actually go shopping. I don't have to worry about friends having my back. Or being doing the same thing that I'm doing to get me together. Because we're all in recovery. God is amazing. He's truly good and if. If you let him lead you, you can make it out too.I'm coming up on my 3 year mark and today I see life I see living.I see blessings and i'm walking in favor you guys have a great day and remember my way sponsoring and i'm here if you just want to talk
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You got right to the crux of it.
"We ain't gotta live like that no more!"
And why I'm grateful for sobriety