I’ll admit I am spiteful. I am still angry that I sat and watched someone who “loves” me smoke all my money. I was never allowed to smoke the drugs I payed for. Not even allowed to touch it. I know the better way to give him the finger is by staying sober, by being the bigger person and not pick up. I’m fighting with myself, constantly. I’m struggling to not pick up right now. talking myself in circles, in and out of using... I can’t stop fixating on this.. he used the rest of my money to get high while I was in treatment... why can’t I just let it go
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Keep strong. Keep that head up. And always know there is better out there.
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