As I'm nearing towards my one year mark; I've been observing my thoughts during the highs and lows. Some days I'm elated and content; some nights I'm doleful and ill at ease. Learning how to adapt to changes is a constant effort and I tend to divagate when adversity arises. I wonder if my life will always be a constant playwright or is that more so how I choose it to be?
write the story.
push your hands into the dirtiest parts of yourself.
take the rot & decay & turn it into nourishment & life.
water it & sing to it & show it sunlight.
grow a beautiful garden from your aching & teach yourself how to thrive from it.
write your story



I used to write poetry and started up again.
stretch potty break snack time.
thank you for your input, as I believe AA is a great foundation to start the bare basics of how one can overcome their addiction. A guide of sorts. THEN, it's up to the individual to learn how to customize the program that best fits their needs/style. (Learned that from someone neat)