Hitting bottom for me means becoming willing to learn a different way of living and valuing myself more than throwing my life down the same cycle rushing nowhere in a hurry. I am almost certain if it hadn't been so clearly evident I was going to lose the woman who I was attached to with deep-seated codependency I would have been out using or in prison by now. I thank God for an external Force I valued more than my own life to push me in the direction to value my own. For me if it wasn't for these external pressures I wouldn't have maintained a free fall and never escaped becoming accustomed to the suffering to let another level fallout beneath me
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