Wow, I too recently got out of detox and Already relapsed. I got refocused now and I’m choosing life not death and I’m seeking help to change by getting help to stay sober. I’m starting IOP on Wednesday and I believe my higher power whom I call God will help me change and be sober but I realize I need to do my part and do whatever I can to change. Meetings really help, church helps, making friends who are sober will help and I know the Lord loves you and promises to never leave you or forsake you. I hope you reach out to Him and people in recovery who can understand and can relate to what your going through. Hang in there and most importantly is,
NEVER GIVE UP!