Planning to join an IOP or PHP as soon as I can in my town as I have relapsed and tried new substances/ruined other relationships/opportunities. Did 90 days in intensive wilderness therapy but fell back into the same people and habits as I didn’t continue my work and I don’t think I fully wanted it. I was still scared to be completely sober even tho I had new clarity and confidence. I haven’t done hard drugs in a couple weeks but I still smoke pot daily and the thought of getting one day let alone 3 or a week clean seems impossible even tho I’ve done it before just cause I’ve been smoking since 15/16 and I’ll be 22 this summer. (History of some trauma and I have anxiety and adhd) any tips of how to make most of IOP. Replace the high, things to prevent/fight relapse. People tell me I’m young and I have time but part of me feels lost and powerless and like that it’s too late j cause I’ve been in addiction for like a quarter of my life. Thank you
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You are young. You do have the time… but just because you got your whole life ahead of you doesn’t mean you should or can afford to put recovery on the back burner… drugs are just way to dangerous now bro. I’m proud of you for taking the initiative so early on in your life… things do get better. 
❤🩹:fire:
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Go to meetings, get a sponsor, work the steps…
It’s works for a lot of us…
Wish you well.
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