Sick of Day 1!

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Functioning alcoholic, but I CANNOT fight the NEED for a bottle of wine and 1-2 coolers every evening as a night cap. Was an alcoholic for years when I worked in a bar, now I have a career but went through a separation 6 years ago and back on the bottle since. I'm always tired, severely overweight. Have so many goals but "I'll start tomorrow" seems like my catch-phrase. I wake up feeling like :poop: saying I'll never drink again, shower, put on some makeup, go to work, then when I get home the cycle starts all over again.

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#2

Sick of being sick is what FINALLY allowed me to surrender! I was tired of being in the vortex of h*ll & a cyclical groundhog day nightmare! Have you considered going to inpatient rehab? The world, your career, everything & everyone else can wait. Give yourself the gift of relief, recovery, sobriety & healing. 24 hours at a time, your mind, spirit & body will transform beautifully slowly but surely. Miraculously, I'm approaching 12 years of sobriety & my daughter, 3 years of sobriety! All things are possible. I believe in you!:herb::orange_heart::herb:

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#3

It takes what it takes

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#4

Cannot afford it, costs $30,000 here

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#5

I like the sound of that tho! Going to imagine myself in a vortex this evening, "cyclical ground hound day" and envision myself bursting from that cycle and embracing the discomfort that will come along with it. Day 1, here I come!

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#6

Attend meetings :pray: and remember Day 1 is better than 1 Day

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#7

Really,Nice to meet you Melissa can we chat more and get tonknow better