Congrats Omar!
I loved my na meetings n miss them now when I first started I wasnāt there because I wanted to be the state forced me then I found my self showing up there when I really wanted to get high cause these ppl didnāt judge me n they understood my struggle if u donāt think this one works try different na groups till u find one u like good luck
Iām very much an introvert myself but I managed to break down some barriers and open up in meetings. My advice is to look for similarities instead of differences. You have to see all of the reasons you belong instead of finding excuses for why you do not. Iāve acquired my most valuable friendships in these meetings. I know itās the one place I can go where everyone in the room at least kind of āgetsā me. Being a part of something greater to myself is important to my recovery. Find a meeting that you like!! You got this!!!!