i had a slip up again, two nights ago. i had a few blasts with an old friend. i didn’t like it or get anything from it besides the sweats, eye strain, a sleepless night tossing and turning and a whole lot of guilt and regret.
i was around it the next day and didn’t touch it or have any temptations to, which felt good.
i’ve been so tired and drained, mentally, emotionally and physically … i have ADHD, my meds usually help but lately i just haven’t had any energy or motivation , and a lot of low mood 
i’m so fcking tired :’(
been mostly using sleep weed and music as a coping crutch and time passer
upset i messed up the other night but i didn’t enjoy it and made me realize more why i stopped and there’s nothing good about it .
fkc crack.
never thought i was having any withdrawal but this tiredness and low mood and energy is something i have never experienced before
i think i am doing pretty okay though 
Get backup & just keep on Trying:tada:
Sounds kinda insane if you think about it. Step 2. If you have accepted step 1. The idea that you can use anything normally has to be smashed.
Yesss! Same thing. I slipped on Sunday night. Same demon too! My experience was fckn terrible as well. I was a paranoid mess and didn’t enjoy it one bit. We can do this!!! Let’s get back up on that horse and remember how good clean and sober feels. Stay strong my friend. 
best thing i did was choose to kick the habit to the curb and i haven’t felt this good in two years .
i don’t miss the anxiety , paranoia , guilt , just the whole feeling and experience became really unpleasant for me…
sucks that you had a bad experience but is also a good thing, makes it feel easier to never go back to it again, remembering all the reasons we quit
message me anytime love , hope all is going well 
yes ! 
that’s true. if your born an addict you’re brain is always going to be wired to form dependency on things . i’m an addict and know i use drugs as means to cope and pass time, but did notice i’m not able to use weed regular .
I smoke my whole enevings away , but has been good helping me come down from the crack until i’m in the head space to kick my weed habit too!