And woke up in someone’s field. And I guess I texted a bunch of people. I don’t want to be like this
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How long were you sober before this? Do you go to meetings? You can pick up the pieces.
A week. I’m trying but it’s hard. And no there’s not many groups in my area
Possibly a time to change locations. You have decisions that need to be made. “ if you want what we have and are willing go to any lengths to get it, you are ready to take certain steps” that’s part of how it works from AA. I hope you find what you need bud.
I just moved from Illinois to Michigan
If you download the Everything AA app it has a meeting function for online and they happen just about every 15 minutes. I know how you feel, it’s frustrating and sometimes feels hopeless, but it sounds like you have a desire to quit drinking. You just need the tools. Reach out if you need to 
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The more times you try the more likely you are to succeed
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We need to do the work.we do it to ourselves.go to any length.and find meetings.aa. Org .
Find a support group. Maybe a treatment facility is best?
Wishing you strength and sending you good vibes!!
Goodluck!
There's zoom meetings. I go to recovery Dharma meetings myself (Buddhist inspired), and find them very helpful. I have two groups I go to. There's also smart recovery, lifering, and refuge recovery, and of course AA, try them and see what works for you. Finding a support group will help a lot.
Another thing that helped me greatly was Jason Vale's book, kick the drink, and Annie grace's book.
Www.thetokenshop.com every type of meeting. Zoom zoom. In early recovery because of Covid that’s what helped me. Beside medical treatment. Medication also helped with cravings. Good luck.