Smiles, Shots… Then Silence

My hardest journeys didn’t start with some big plan.
They started after holidays—
whether it was drunken bad behavior… or waking up in a jail cell.

I thought I was just having fun with family.
Next thing I know, I’m facing myself in the mirror—ashamed, broken, lost.

But I don’t run from those moments anymore.
I carry them.
I learn from them.

Because these journeys didn’t lead me home—
they led me to the truth.
To the pain I had to face.
To the healing I never thought I deserved.

Some journeys don’t lead us home.
They lead us to who we were always meant to be.

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This is absolutely raw, beautiful. Thank you for sharing this

You can feel the truth in your message and I hear it. I’ve done the same, except jail time, but feel I have experience the bottom. I’ve learned a lot along the way and feel a deep desire to change for the good of my family. Take care my friend.

Very true

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