Doing drugs and isolating myself
Well bro, time to do better. Are the drugs and isolation taking you where you want to go?
Nope
You are worth more than your drug.
You are stronger than you think.
Im not sure y i like being paranoid smh
Hi Bryan, it’s funny how ingrained you can become in certain behaviors and believe it is the norm. I have a list of things that I craved and desire that were keeping me tied to drinking and drugs. A miserable marriage that I thought was good, a job I didn’t know that I hate, and the worst was living anxiously all the time except when I was F’ed up. It takes work but when you start to change things in your life for the better, even though you don’t want to, your life becomes so much better and I can now see how miserable I really was. Life is great. That is my experience, I hope it helps. Stay strong.
There is hope for you my man. And man, is it so worth it to be sober minded. Even when we're wading through feces, it actually helps to be aware and mentally capable of plowing a path, hoping in a boat, etc.