So broken deep within me. Drugs are the devil. I have so anger, hate, sadness, resentment, heartache heck the list goes on and on. I am so broken and can't stop crying and feeling completely lost. God help me. I crying and screaming for help. I can't do this alone I tried and I failed. Please just help me. Guide me in the right direction.
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Hey, I know exactly how you feel! I had 4 years sober and relapsed and about lost everything I had worked so hard for. Wife, 2.5yr old daughter, house, career, life! I went into treatment for the first time and slowly but surely things started to come around. I was an emotional wreck in groups. Either sitting with my head in my hands with a hoodie over my head or bawling my eyes out saying, "I don't understand why I am like this?!". With therapy and groups and meetings and some grit it gets easier. You can do this. This too shall pass! It's so worth the fight and pain in the beginning I promise!
Thank you. The emtional pain is so intense. I destroyed my relationship with boyfriend which added more pain. Going to get help today. Cause I can't do this alone or by myself. I need support badly. Thank you simply having someone to talk helps out so much.