So hate my living situation cause all it is ….News!….all

So hate my living situation cause all it is ….News!!!!….all about how bad things are in our society and think I know why I am agitated and angry and upset cause these people me and my mom live with all about watching sht that all about hate and feeling the same way towards certain groups of people and just have to much hate and anger in my heart and want out of this life and this city I am in and want too go live off the grid with someone special but can’t so suffering will continue cause I do good then come back to feeling like I want out of this life and want to die…need out of this living situation!!!