So hello everyone….I am having rough time my aunt is in charge of my dead grandfather house and she is a herion user and has her junkie friends come to the house and shoots up everyday and it’s sickening too me and want to rip her out of the house she refuses too go to rehab I know u can’t force anyone to get help but she is f.d up the house I grew up in…Also having hard time finding a true loving and honest relationship….Have depression, anxiety,bipolar disorder,PTSD,suicidal tendencies and hypertension and lower cronic back pain as well from working my a$$ off…have had 6 suicide attempts in last month and can’t trust my family or anyone else cause keep getting hurt by people!!!…Am still sober and it’s been H3ll and trying too find reasons to live cause everything bothers me anymore and don’t like going anywhere cause feeling like I will drink and getting on disability so hate my life and in a living H3ll
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❥im so sorry your going thru that !! the disrespect your aunt is showing towards you and destroying your childhood home… i understand the pain, frustration and intrusive thoughts… if you can pls see a psychiatrist. it’s ok to be on medication!! i was diagnosed with major depressive disorder and would constantly relapse and wish death upon myself but if you can heal by going to AA and therapy it helps what your feeling at the core !! Keep the hope alive One day at a time you will overcome and prosper 
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Thank u and got my one year coin today!!!
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