So heres the honesty that has been eating me up... March 2024 my fiance after a relationship of 11 years and we have two kids together. Her and I were both smoking crack to try to cope with the s*** that we were going through. She left in March and the same weekend I lost my job, a week later my grandmother was diagnosed with stage 4 blood and bone cancer and I spent the time from March 2024 to August of 2024 next to my grandmother collecting unemployment and never thought about drinking or using again. She recently passed this last August. I didn't go back to smoking but I did start drinking heavily. Now I'm in a position where the home that I live in and have lived in for the last 11 and 1/2 years is going to be taken away from me because my grandmother was unable to change the will to put me on the house that I've lived in. So for me, fighting this battle sober is the most difficult thing most recently. But I know that she loved Jesus she had some sort of faith in him and I'm hoping to find that faith she had. Much love keep your head up keep pushing
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Keep your head up and remember that drinking or using doesn't make the issues go away it only prolongs you dealing with it
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I totally appreciate that, I literally have no friends where I stay because I had to cut ties with people that I've known for 15 years because they continue to use.
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