So I had a drink resulting from a family feud. I want a sponsor. I want to be free from these thoughts and feelings
No excuse! Try your best one day at a time.
Hi Sonia. Are you okay?
I’m sorry, I hope things work out and will get better for you 
I’m trying but idk how to ask for help yk
Walk up to someone who has what you want and say “ will you help me”. It will be the hardest thing you ever say, but the best most rewarding thing as well. My family is a hot mess. I’m screaming from the inside for help from this pain. My sponsor and I talk about it all the time, probably too much, but I absolutely refuse to give any one of them the power over my sobriety. I will not drink because of them. They are just not worth it!!!!!!
Remember where you will be if you don’t. Ask
You had a drink because you wanted to drink. It’s easy for us to find ANY reason to drink, but bottom line is that we want to… A sponsor is an incredible idea! I’d recommend going to a local meeting and letting the table know you’re looking for a sponsor. The fellowship will help you if you allow them to.