so i have 21 days aka three weeks today. i had an intake at the drug outpatient. they literally tried to force me onto methadone or subs but i refused. i have to go back tomorrow. i’m probably gonna have to go five days a week for an hour each which sounds so tedious. tired of being tired. wish my body would recover. i’ve now been taking my lithium for two full days of doses. hope i feel any difference with my major depressive disorder/bipolar/borderline personality disorder. i hate this. my fiancé and i are thinking of leaving NY state cos the housing is insane here and maybe even getting an RV. that would be cool.
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