So...
I have a hard time with support groups. I don't trust them. I had a lot of bad experiences with people in AA. I haven't been to a meeting this time around. It's to hard to have a support group. With what's going on in my life. I have to constantly move. Due to economic pressure. I live in LA can't find a job so after 3 months of being here I have to move. And, I don't even know we're to. I just don't want to loose anymore money. Let's face it A.A. ain't gonna help. And neither will dope. The last 2 times I tried settling down. Similar problems always happen. Like economic. Problem finding a decent place to live. No more sober livings for me. I always get into fights. It sucks I just want to settle. And no close family is alive anymore. It's a lonely lifestyle. That the dope dealers bars and prostitudes seem to thrive in.
