So I have come to realize what my triggers are…The people, places, and things, that will cause me to pick up again and feel like I will be ok as long as I stay away from those things and also doing support groups twice a week at brightview, AA meetings, and going to start going to detox meetings where I first started my journey of soberity as long as I continue to do these things everything else will fall in place like the relationship cause being a service to others is what is all about and cannot worry about what others think of me and take of myself and other addicts cause I am 13 months sober!!!!…And have been through he11 to get to this point and still have a long way to go!!!!…Here for anyone who needs help!!!