So I was thinking about something this morning, digging deep into my brain here. My whole life I felt different and felt like a burden to anyone I ever came in contact with. I don't want to blame my drinking on this but I remember feeling it from a very young age and I carried it with me everywhere....school, shopping in stores, jobs. It happens even just when I meet someone face to face and only ever will see them a few minutes in my lifetime. Something I really struggle with daily. I guess this is the selfish part of me that only thinks about myself but I would like to learn how to stop doing this. Not even sure what it is or how to.
Peace to all 
and thanks for reading
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