So, I'm finally having good things come my way but I'm terrified of how it feels. Great friend group who accept and include me as I am, acceptance to an amazing graduate program, 1 year and 7 months of sobriety...no (major) conflict, drama, abuse or crisis. Yet, I somehow feel guilty for all of this good and just can't find gratitude. Almost like this "bleh" attitude towards God like "too little, too late." It is hard for me to share this, but actually being treated good feels bad.
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