So it's day 3, that time (evening), and I'm debating... I don't think I'm ready yet, I'm getting there, but I still have beliefs and ideas tied up around drinking that I need to work on, eliminate, whatever it is. Meetings aren't for me, not AA anyway, haven't tried another form, but looking into refugee recovery ones.
I felt lonely today, I think that's a component of this. How is everyone else doing?
It’s your choice. Up to you. I’m doing great. Best sobriety I’ve ever had. And I’ve been where you’re at. Many times. Took hitting my bottom a few times to get right. And it’s not an easy path when fighting this disease. My higher power kicked my @ss this time. Done running. Got a calm life to live now. With miracles daily. Hope you live to get sober then. It’s a killer disease. Gets you dead eventually. Good luck deciding and try to stay safe. Give yourself a break.