So my dad blames me for not having a relationship with him and he was drinking when he told me this and wanted to punch him in the face cause when my parents we’re getting a divorce he beat the He11 out of my mother when I was young like 5 years old and he was drunk when it happened!!!!…So I wanted to punch him in the face and almost did but will never forgive him or forget and don’t love him at all!!!…He and my dads side of the family continue to drink and can d13 for all I care don’t care anymore about my family cause they think I will never have a Family!!!!…And will Never Have A GOOD Woman in my life!!!…Feel like they may be right and will die alone!!!!….SUffer anyway right now !!!!!..,
What your dad thinks is his problem.
If he is not a source of positivity in your life you don’t need him right now. Got to a meeting. Get through the day. Don’t worry about a good woman. Don’t let ego, playing the victim or self pity derail your sobriety.