So my finace and i were supposed to spend Tuesday night Wednesday nigh and Thursday night of this past week togetehr because Wednesday and Thursday i was off. Tuesday gets here and i felt all morning something was off. I had talked to my fiance several times while i was at work. After i took my lunch break he texted me. Before i ever even read it i knew what it was going to say. He said he didnt want me to pick him up Tuesday because he was throwing up sick. I knew it was coming so i made plans to hang out with a gf i told him i was going to hang out with a friend. I told him i woud text him that night or the next morning. Well the next morning i wake up to a text from him saying "I hope you got home safe from your date". So i responded back what do you mean date i hung out with a friend and crashed on her couch. It was late after the movies ended and it was a long drive so i spent the night. I was completely shocked that he actually thought i would cheat on him because we had been having a few issues. And i told him as much. I understand why he thought i was doing something i shouldnt have been because i literally never go anywhere and do anything that doesnt involvehim or work. I go to work come home and on my days off im with him. So i kinda understand but i told him he should have asked questions if he thought anything was up. I picked him up Wednesday night and i talked to him more about it. I told him thats something i would never do. If he ever has concerns ask questions dont just assume or accuse me. He said he wouldnt have blamed me if i did want to. But i told him even if he does feel that way thats not me i would never do that. He has been really depressed lately he has alot going on andis in a dark place in his head. But we talkedabout it and ended up havkng a great time Wednesday and Thursday. It was time that we needed to reconnect and remember why we chose each other to begin with. Now im supposed to pick him up tomorrow for my next two days offand hope they go just as good.
