So on October 31 i took my last drink. I actually relapsed from being almost a year clean. Early this morning i had a severe ptsd attack of my husband getting into a car accident and dying but i was actually lied to and my 3 kids were taken away from me and o got locked up in a mental institution bc my mental state was so bad due to him cheating on me and taking the kids. My first thought was to reach out to my old contact, than i was like no i wanted a sip of alcohol well its 9pm and i havent used anything at all. Im so proud of my self. I also told ny husband what happened. Hes super supportive and reassured me he still loves me and woukdnt hurt me.
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Thank you for sharing Nikki. What a scary feeling to have. Iām so glad you talked to your husband! And I am so so proud of you for not using! You are doing amazing!
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