So Wednesday I relapsed and had some drinks. Idk I

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So Wednesday I relapsed and had some drinks. Idk I guess it was just boredom and the feeling of not feeling like myself drove me to decide to drink. (Had been clean for 7 months) I felt nervous that maybe I was going to over due it and black out and make a scene like I usually do but ended up having a pretty relaxed night no drama no nothing just music and some drinks. Idk how to feel about it tho am relieved that it went pretty good but idk did I do something wrong do I have to restart my sobriety tracker. Alcohol isn’t the only thing am trying to stay away from but Wednesday night it was only alcohol idk how to feel about it honestly and I haven’t told anyone but one of my closest friends

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Thanks bro really appreciate your words

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Remember …”We alcoholics are men and women who have lost the ability to control our drinking. We know that no real alcoholic ever recovers control. All of us felt at times that we were regaining control, but such intervals--usually brief--were inevitably followed by still less control, which led in time to pitiful and incomprehensible demoralization.”

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