Every day, I am amazed that I am still sober. Amazing things have happened with this soberity.
I used to wake up in early soberity with strange dreams that I was drunk the night before. I was fearful of losing this gift of mental clarity and focus.
The physical cravings of alcohol have disappeared, but I now I realize that the drinking was but a symptom of my thinking.
I have to now focus on emotional soberity and start living in acceptance of people, places, and things that I can not change.
I have caused alot of wreckage in my 17 years of drinking, lost jobs, relationships, friendship but I am going to push forward and just try to be a decent human being